I have thought an awful lot lately.
Today I thought of all the possibilities.
Man, today I saw an old friend of mine. It's been so long.
That entire piece of my life is something I often forget about.

I thought about love through a postage stamp.
It should mean something.
I wonder a lot about if you wonder too.
I wander a lot and wonder if you wander too.
I actually already know the truth.
I think that's why I can maintain my balance.

It got really tricky for a bit.
I felt like such an accident.
I felt like I shouldn't ever act that way.

I'd spend days in retail,
wondering what a fool I made of myself.
Finally I'd get a few, look and realize it was far worst than I had expected.
I always felt like such a let down.

I know I'm such a fool
for letting you control my feelings
in such a place with so many unexplored boundaries.
maybe i'm not the fool, after all.

I am pushing myself to my limits
i didn't do that yet
i'm learning and i'm yearning
you're waning on me.