I have thought an awful lot lately.
Today I thought of all the possibilities.
Man, today I saw an old friend of mine. It's been so long.
That entire piece of my life is something I often forget about.

I thought about love through a postage stamp.
It should mean something.
I wonder a lot about if you wonder too.
I wander a lot and wonder if you wander too.
I actually already know the truth.
I think that's why I can maintain my balance.

It got really tricky for a bit.
I felt like such an accident.
I felt like I shouldn't ever act that way.

I'd spend days in retail,
wondering what a fool I made of myself.
Finally I'd get a few, look and realize it was far worst than I had expected.
I always felt like such a let down.

I know I'm such a fool
for letting you control my feelings
in such a place with so many unexplored boundaries.
maybe i'm not the fool, after all.

I am pushing myself to my limits
i didn't do that yet
i'm learning and i'm yearning
you're waning on me.

today i went on a walk in the park during my lunch break at work
during that lunch break, i thought it might be the apocalypse
it turns out it wasn't and i continued to watch a momma duck lead her babies into the water

as i did this, this is what i wrote:

"All of these geese conversations under a cottage cheese sky. I'm seconds from being bombarded.
There are people all around me, all with much more ambition than me.
I might get blown away"


I'm living with drennen in a few weeks. HIGH FIVES TO HAVING A DOG!! (and a record collection that puts yours to shame)

while i was on the bus I thought about that day. I had gotten on the bus to go to work and I made a deal with myself. I would call you and if you answered I would stop on my way home and surprise you with some chocolate covered fruit shit or something of the like. Just as a reminder that I cared because things didn't feel right. I remembered how you didn't answer the phone when i called, not just that day, but the entire weekend. Failed attempt at feelings.

v.1.5.3.

When you are a kid you have this really fucked up idea of what your parents really are.
you don't understand that they aren't super humans.
I thought about that a lot today while I was in the elevator.

The arrangement of the seating helps me to understand.
I want to pull the strings.
Help me hide please!
This is the primary reason I need a ghost costume.
This is a life gathering event.

We are apes that understand texting.

I want to stick my head in a hole and become an ostrich.
But i don't know much about being an ostrich.
I know this isn't how you are supposed to feel.

Coin were falling from me in all directions!
Are my needs really that extreme?

"this is america, not no nicaragua"



Direct quote that I don't want to forget:
"It's like a banana when it turns ripe, it's the right time.
Right now is the right time.
All these bananas and they are turning yellow!"

stitch and thread with no down payment.


I saw CTFPA with marissa. It was owen's birthday so it was extra cool.
I saw Cut Copy tonight by myself.
Cool. Bye