while i was on the bus I thought about that day. I had gotten on the bus to go to work and I made a deal with myself. I would call you and if you answered I would stop on my way home and surprise you with some chocolate covered fruit shit or something of the like. Just as a reminder that I cared because things didn't feel right. I remembered how you didn't answer the phone when i called, not just that day, but the entire weekend. Failed attempt at feelings.