Winter has full on hit us. We haven't gotten a break in snow in 6 days. I've only left my house twice in the past week, both times for a job interview. It's not bothering me though. I think I like the idea of this quiet winter to get myself figured out. I've had so much me-time. I'm not completely hating it. I get bored but it's forcing me to find new things to do. I've been reading more, re-playing old video games, music searching/discovering, blogging, article reading, celeb stalking (baha), and chatting with old friends. I am okay with it too because I remember last year in Chicago, I was freezing. Our apartment was so cold and drafty, amazing, but arctic. I just remember staying in bed a whole lot more and being a whole lot worse off. Last winter was kind of the brutal truth that told me I needed to go home and stop pissing away the money i didn't have. I'm here now, and things are good to me. I had a very promising 2nd interview. I don't want to jinx it but I'm ready to take this seriously. I've been thinking about this a lot and I finally feel like I can come to a conclusion. They say how you spend your new years is how you'll spend your year, so let's look at last year. I was super happy on new years, but super indulgent and fucked up. I still love that day but it was probably a good indication of how i spent 2009. Indulgent and fucked up. This new years I had two beers early in the night and then stopped. Mike had a good time and I drove us back to his house, sober. 2010 is about better decisions and I'm excited about it. More bike rides, more chicago, more responsibility.
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