21.11.08

The autobiography of an ostrich

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“My grandfather was part of a guerilla warfare group”
I thought the two of them were in this together.
To my surprise, I turned around and saw you.
It’s getting harder to “rise and shine” when it’s dark at 6pm.
The next 15 minutes will define me as a student.
The next hour will define me as a person.
I am not an ostrich. I am a brick wall.
She should know better than to pull a fast one.
Testosterone is close to consuming those walls.
I’m not very concerned about the vibe, I’m going to give her what I’ve been promising.
I need to do the same for my own father.
“You know that I expect people to hold up their end of the bargain. So stand true to your word, Alaina.”
In terms of being parallel, I wish I could play stupid.
Don’t forget about health!
It’s only been this cold out for a couple days and I forgot what it’s like to have cold hands. I guess I had better get used to this, it will be months before my fingers aren’t stiff anymore.

My teacher, Virginia Atkinson, has a Logan Square doppleganger.
I need to start returning phone calls.
I’ve been taking steps towards being a better person and being better to people.
I was disgusted at how accurate that story was.
I couldn’t believe that things like that can happen.
It’s nowhere near it's end.
It’s getting easier not to call.

It’s finally the appropriate month for that song!
We’re 8 days away from what could be a melt down.
This is an economic meltdown. It’s funny that it took everyone so long to notice. It took the newspapers to spell it out for us. It took a credit freeze.
I think she was right in her winter thesis. I’m so prepared for this though, I’m on the upswing. All of the leaves and street signs are holding on for dear life. I’m holding on for dear life. Silver surfer.

I’m thinking about the night we watched a movie on the couch. My parents were sleeping in their room and we went outside on my back porch. I sparked the lighter but I could only see the flame in your eyes.

When it’s time to get in trouble, we knew just what to do.

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