okay, so i'm not really sure if you are morally supposed to be drinking heavily at 6:42am.
ahhh... ehhh.. ahhh...

i'm still so obviously confused.
I know he's probably wondering what he did and if it was okay. (if you're looking: it's okay.)


I know a place where hate and innocence can play.
Everyday is a new chance.

Losing touch with reality, this isn't where I'm supposed to be!
Why do things like "do's and dont's" control us?
why do we let them?

i dont know what kind of writing i do.
stream of conscience.
or maybe not.
this is.


I dont want to go to sleep, this is getting ridiculous.
I don't blame marissa at all, it's warm.


so poised in the center of the room.
750 mL and I need reminded of what it's good for.

i wonder what makes it so hard to speak your mind.
children, tendencies.


we zoom in.
neo violence.